Dear god it's been a LOOONG time. Heh oh well...

Hi there.

Nothing new really. Got grounded for the first time... on my birthday. Long story, we'll leave it at that.

Uhm.... I think that's it.... Talk to everyone later


Merry Christmas & have a Hapy New Year.

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I've been bored and busy. The forth I went to Sasha's house and I watched Caitlin through waterballons out of patricks room and we talked while she was throwing pennies at people's houses, waking them up at 1 in the morning. I had fun. But I am sad to Say that (( this is a repeat of what is in my livejournal for those of you who read it.)) http://livejournal.com/users/sammii07  A friend of my sister's and a semi- friend of mine died. So I have been thinking recently that I wish I hadn't of hated all of those people, or talked to him more. I mostly feel the worst for my sister. I wish there was something I could do for her even though I doubt there is. 

I only hear what isn't there.

Misty eyes leave behind a since of fear.

I look at you and see a small tear.

Now your gone what's left here?

I will never replace what used to be...

She cries out your name late at night...

A happy place with memories.

Now she sits and stares at a light.

I hope you know she's not okay.

I hope you'll come to save the day.

Maybe one day you'll come out to play.

And make everyone happy anyway.

sammii

Put a star next to the statements that are true:

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions*               

02. I dont watch much tv these days*

03. I love broccoli

04. I love sleeping*

05. I have loads of books*

06. I once slept in a toilet

07. I love playing video games

08. I adore marijuana

09. I watch porn movies

10. I watch "One Tree Hill"

11. I like sharks

12. I love spiders

13. I was born without hair and still dont have any

14. I like George W. Bush

15. People are cool

16. I have changed mentally over the past year*

17. I have a toyota and a pool. I've got a pool?

18. I have alot to learn*

19. I carry a knife everywhere

20. I'm really, really smart

21. I've never broken someone's bones. Almost not quite.

22. I have a secret*. Several

23. I hate rain

24. I drink health juice

25. Punk rock rules... No comment

26. I would hate to be famous

27. I am NOT a morning person

28. I have long hair

29. I have short hair*

30. I have potential

31. Im pure Afghan

32. My legs are two different sizes

33. I have along lost twin

34. I wear those long ass socks

35. I can roll my tongue*

36. I like the way I look

37. Im obsessed with Italian food*

38. I know how to french briad*

39. I can be pessimistic or optimistic whenever I want*

40. I have alot of mood swings*

41. I skateboard/snowboard

42. I think skateboarders are hot*

43. Im in a band

44. I have talent

45. Im always hyper no matter how much sugar I have

46. I think that Im popular

47. I am currently single*

48. I can't swim

49. My favourite color is either pink, black, or white*

50. I practically live in sweatshirts

51. I love to shop*

52. I would classify myself as either punk or goth... Monkey, I dont classify myself as anything.

53. I would classify myself as ghetto for the most part

54. I shop at Abercrombie & AE

55. Im obsessed with my journal* not this one but one of them.

56. I dont hate anyone

57. I know how to square dance

60. I have a unibrow

61. Im completely embarassed to be seen with my mom

62. I have a cell phone*

63. I believe in god

64. I watch MTV on a daily basis

65. I know how to play the tuba

66. I need coffee to live

67. I have had a boyfriend before* ... No comment.

68. Ive rejected someone before*... No comment

69. I currentely like someone and they have no idea that I like them

70. I have no clue what I want to do for the rest of my life*

71. I want to have kids when Im older*

72. I have changed a diaper before*

73. Ive called the cops on a friend before

74. I bite my nails

75. I am a member of the Hillary Duff club... I am in the Hate Hillary duff club, I really am.

76. Im not alergic to anything

77. I like Broadway plays*

78. I have no idea who the 38th president was*

79. I plan on seeing Mary Kate and Ashleys new movie.

80. Im completely shy around the opposite sex

81. Im online 24/7*

82. I have at least 25 away messages saved*

83. I have tried alcohol at a party

84. I loved Rush Hour

85. Ive read all of the Harry Potter books

86. If I were a dwarf I would be Dopey*

87. When I was a kid I played with GI Jo

88. I dont mind country music*

89. I would die for my friends*

90. I think that Juicy Fruit is the best type of gum

91. I watch soap operas whenever I can

92. Im obsessed and paranoid and extremely jumpy*

93. I would love to be Demi Moore because Ashton Kutcher is a complete hottie.....('cough'Ashtons ugly'cough')

94. I love the Beatles

95. I know all the words to "Im A Barbie Girl"* Who doesn't?

96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy

97. I watch SpongeBob and I like it

98. I want this to end*

  I like that. I took that. It was hanging in my room.  I want to be like that. Beautifully etched out.  Hollow inside. No I don't want to be hallow, I just don't want to feel pain. Its 12: 02 right now. I made a layout I kind of like. I was proud. The guy looks better from the neck down, but he has such a cute face I couldn't bare to hide it. It's friday night and I'm on the computer... What is wrong with me? I think I need a life. But it is summer. And i have bad news. My plan was to go to my dad's sunday, but the levy will be flooded so I'm el screwedo. Damn levy ... DAMN YOU. I'm gonna go. Talk to ya'll later.